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A Sad Day in Jordan..... [10 Nov 2005|09:16am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

At 1am Jordan time 3 bombs went off almost simultaneously at 3 hotels in Amman, Jordan killing 56 people and 100+ injured. I am so sad to hear this because I was just there a couple months ago and Jordan is the safest country in the Middle East.

May God bless the people in Jordan and those poor families who lost loved ones.

What really pisses me off is that there was a wedding going on.....the comming together of two people, and their families, and some selfish fuckin person had to walk in the middle of THEIR happiness and blow himself up killing 19-25 people just at this wedding. I hope those suicide bombers rot in Hell!!!!!

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I miss him..... [07 Nov 2005|09:23pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I miss Shawn like crazy!!! I can't handle being away from him for a fuckin' week!!! I want him back here with me NOW.


I've never in my life loved a man so deeply as I love Shawn, he's my everything and I don't know where I'd be without him. He's going to be my husband.


I Love You Shawn Oliver!

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The Big Two-One!!! [16 Oct 2005|06:50am]
[ mood | EEEEEE!!!!!!!!! ]

10 More Days till' MY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!!!! Fuck yea baby!

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You've always been mine.........You will always be MINE! [03 Sep 2005|09:46am]
[ mood | In Love! ]

I wouldn't trade anything in the world for what I have with Shawn. Yes, things have been difficult lately, with bad timing, and horrible stresses on both our parts....it's been hard for us to take any time to just focus on each other. Lastnight was amazing, and it wasn't anything we did or didn't do.....it's just him! Being in the same room with him, sitting beside him, looking into his eyes. I've never loved anyone this much before. I honestly cannot picture my life without him. Through all of our childish arguments, and disagreements......something beautiful always emerges from it, and this my friends is what True Love is.....when you can go through every possible downfall with that person ,and still be able to rise above it all because you always remember one thing.........The enormous, and incomparable love you have for each other.

Shawn, I'm sick of the bickering, and the stupid arguments we always have......I Love You and I DONT want to be without you, your the only one who completes me in all aspects. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

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This is life??? Then what the hell is death like? [18 Aug 2005|12:04pm]
[ mood | Miserable ]

Never in my life have I EVER been under so much fuckin' stress! The second I got home from my trip.....my life just flipped all around, in all directions. I don't think I was meant to come back. My mind feels like it's going to explode soon! I can't talk to anyone because I just cant bring people down with me anymore.....I don't answer my phone calls, I don't call people anymore, and my depression is comming back. My whole life has done a 360 degree turn, in a matter of a months period, and nothing positive has come out of it. I have no idea what to do anymore!!!! All I have left now is my family........and all of them are a thousand miles away from me!!!! =0( except the immediate family. ( Duh!!! )

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Pictures ! ! ! [27 Jul 2005|08:31am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Here are some pictures from my time in Jordan.

Image hosted by Photobucket.com My cousins Rawan, Ayman, Me, and Iman at a restraunt in Jarash...

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Fae, Katie, and cousin Hannan =0)

Image hosted by Photobucket.com The Adults!......Hey, where's Taita???

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Ayman smoking Hubbli Bubbli, and cousin Ghassan

Image hosted by Photobucket.com A city view of Jarash =0) so beautiful!

Image hosted by Photobucket.com The Clan! (there are 3 cousins missing)

Image hosted by Photobucket.com A beautiful Building at the Jarash ruins site....

Image hosted by Photobucket.com A sign at a gas station...hehe

Image hosted by Photobucket.com A monument in front of the Mount Nebo Church

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Me in front of the monument =0)

Image hosted by Photobucket.com This is the view from Mount Nebo....off to the left is the Dead Sea, you can see Jerusalem, and straight ahead is Isreal. Such a beautiful view!

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Inside the Church.....Pope John Paul came here to visit the holy place where Moses came to have his last view of the Dead Sea.

Well that's all I'm posting for now but there are soooooo much more from Paris and Amsterdam.....I will update more later, until then......enjoy!

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Hello! [26 Jul 2005|05:35am]
[ mood | tired ]

I just wanted to tell everyone that i am now home from my trip....i see i missed some interesting things. Hope everyones enjoying their vacation. It's good to be home.

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A3OOOOOOO!!! [16 Jul 2005|08:05pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So....my vacation so far has been absolutely awsome! I love being in Jordan, and the way the people are here. I just got back from Aqaba...it's at the southern end of Jordan and the red sea is located there. So we stayed in this awsome hotel right by the sea with a pool thats surroun the whole back sid eof the hotel, and from the pool you can walk right down the bridge to the sea. It was AMAZING! The sad thing was even though it was great being with my family....I would have loved being there with Shawn. I told him when we are married that's where we are going for our honeymoon....none of this fiji and hawaii crap. I miss him terribly and all I want is to be with him. I Love You baby so much! Your my everything! Well thats all for now.....I leave on thursday for paris and it turns out we are gonna be leaving earlier than planned (good and bad).

Shawn....I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

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A message from Jordan.... [09 Jul 2005|11:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well everyone, I just wanted to say that I'm here in Jordan having an amazing time with my family, but I hve never missed home so much in my life!! This has been an amazing trip for me. I've gotten to see the airport in houston, stayed 2 days in Amsterdam, I'm currently in Jordan for 2 weeks, nd afterwards I'll be on my way to Paris for a week. I know that I definately want to travel in the future because it's just an amazing experience. Shawn, I miss you so much and love you with all of my heart!!!! I can't wait to hold you and kiss you!! Well I was just updating all of you on what I've been doing. Hope everyone is good.

Shawn Oliver.....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

Oh, and just to let you all know how much of a time difference there is. Its currently 11:42 pm =0) Saturday night!

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A Connection....... [21 Jun 2005|10:22pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I could be a million miles away from you, and it will always feel like your right next to me. I never thought I'd miss you so much, but I do. I missed you before you even left my arms. I feel we are meant to be, but there are things we both need to work on personally....I just dont think I want to do it without you. Your amazing to me, and you will forever and always take my breath away. I Love You.

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WOAH!!!! [20 Jun 2005|08:27am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Billy Corgan's new CD is like having an orgasm.......it's sooooo good!

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[15 Jun 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I Love You.

There's nothing more to say.

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I have no stickin' subject [14 Jun 2005|08:16am]
[ mood | weird ]

I can't wait to leave in 2 weeks for my trip! I am anxious to leave this country for a while cuz personally i am tired of being here. And the people at work are being fuckheads, telling me I cant take a leave of abscence I have to quit.....FUCK YOU! I'm gonna try findig a job that's gonna move me up to management quicker. I'm sick of these putzy-ass jobs...I need a challenege. I'm seeing my friends more and so that's cool. As you all may know from myspace my amazing 2 year relationship has ended but on positive terms, and I still love him and want him to do well in his life. I'll miss him and his family...they are all great people!


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Bored [21 Apr 2005|11:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Name:Mari K.
Birthday:October 26, 1984
Birthplace:Inglewood, CA
Current Location:Woodland Hills
Eye Color:light brown
Hair Color:Cherry/Auburn/black
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:Arab American/ German
The Shoes You Wore Today:pink and black Etnies
Your Weakness:Tall Dark, and Hansome men (Shawn!)
Your Fears:Death
Your Perfect Pizza:LOADS of Cheese and Mushrooms!!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Get the hell out of college!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:hey whats up?
Thoughts First Waking Up:The Time
Your Best Physical Feature:My hair
Your Bedtime:12,1,2 am
Your Most Missed Memory:my friends in Palmdale =0(
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:Jack in the Box
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton I.T
Chocolate or Vanilla:Coffee
Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:Nope
Do you Swear:Yes
Do you Sing:Yes... love to
Do you Shower Daily:Yup
Have you Been in Love:yes and I still am =0D
Do you want to go to College:I'm IN college retard!
Do you want to get Married:Yes.....to Shawn McBeans Oliver
Do you belive in yourself:at times
Do you get Motion Sickness:only on boats
Do you think you are Attractive:depends on the day, time, mood
Are you a Health Freak:I'm starting to become one
Do you get along with your Parents:Yes, Dads a bit tough though
Do you like Thunderstorms:not really
Do you play an Instrument:I wish
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:kind of
In the past month have you Smoked:nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:F no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes, with my baby
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:*Puke*
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Never had it....dont want it
In the past month have you been on Stage:lol....what kind of question is that?
In the past month have you been Dumped:Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:Nay
Ever been Drunk:No
Ever been called a Tease:Shawn calls me a tease sometimes
Ever been Beaten up:no, cuz if it came to it....I'd be doing the beating
Ever Shoplifted:yea
How do you want to Die:Sleeping, or in my lovers arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:something with Business Management
What country would you most like to Visit:Greece
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Green
Favourite Hair Color:Brown
Short or Long Hair:Medium-Short
Best Clothing Style:The Oliver
Number of Drugs I have taken:None, Zip, Zero, nada
Number of CDs I own:Gazillions
Number of Piercings:2
Number of Tattoos:none......yet =0)
Number of things in my Past I Regret:Too many....


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A list.... [18 Apr 2005|06:01pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Over the weekend I went with my boyfriend to a party and saw all kinds of people I haven't seen in forever. It was good seeing them all.

The new Garbage CD is amazing! I am so glad they came back =0). EEEEEEEE!!! (thats for you baby!)

Works an absolute bitch, but HEY! I got associate of the month so thats chill....

School is good and I finally figured out what I wanna do with my life...I'm gonna major in Business Management in Media. Woop!

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I'm movin' on up!.....hopefully! [21 Mar 2005|08:45pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

So I had my interview today for a supervisor position, and I am really hoping I get it. I've been working my ass off lately, so I'm hoping all of that hard work pays off. In terms of everyhthing else going on in my life, school is going decently, work is good, my boyfriend and I are as close as ever, and I've got a lot of muscle! I'm working on that 6 pack now =0). Take Care guys and gals.

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A much needed break! [06 Mar 2005|09:23am]
[ mood | I can't put it into words. ]

I called in sick from work yesterday. Why? Well because I needed a break away from the valley, work school, etc... So I spent the most wonderful day/night in Redondo Beach, with the world best boyfriend I believe I could ever ask for. I have never felt so complete, and natural with someone. We do everything together from going out to nice dinners, to playing video games. He's my love, and he is also like my best friend, that's something that isn't exactly easy to find in another person. Times have been a little stressful for the both of us lately, but yesterday just reminded me/us just how important this relationship is. I fell more in love with him yesterday, and I don't care how long we are together for, but I am always going to learn something new from him. Shawn Christopher Oliver I Love You so much, and your just an amazing person inside and out, there isn't anything I wouldn't do or you! Thank you for everything that you did yesterday, I enjoyed everything we did, especially that beautiful dinner we had.

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[14 Feb 2005|08:03am]
[ mood | I Love You!!! ]

Happy Valentines Day !!!


Shawn I Love You, your the most important thing in my life and I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me. I hope I spend my life with you.

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[31 Jan 2005|08:39pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I can't believe I'm saying this but, I'm actually excited to go back to school. Maybe it's because I'm 2 semesters away from my degree, and then I can move on to bigger and better things. I told myself I'm gonna kick ass this year and finish things that I need to finish. There are also some things I need to do that will benefit a lot of people, especially my relationship with my boyfriend.......did I mention how wonderful he is? I guess not, well he's amazing and I'm so thankful to be with him this long. I know that he's the one I'm going to marry.......I have to marry him, then my life will be absolutely complete. Well I'm off to, well........somewhere.


Shawn I Love You so much!!!!!

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Extra Large Size....Har-dee-har-har [19 Jan 2005|09:50pm]
[ mood | sick ]

It's so much fun being sick!!!!!!....NOT!

This is the worst fuckin' thing in the world!!!!!

I Miss You Shawn so damn much....I can't stand being away from you my love.

It's sad to see how blind some girls are in their relationships......they don't realize the truth till it's too late. Luckily I realized it before the worst part came and Shawn was finally a part of my life. I hope it's permanent.

I gots Friday off of work and I can't wait for it!!!!

I could go for some......ummmm.....uuuuuhhhh.....well I guess it's orange juice time =0)


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